Guys.. I've been lost.. I know.
I'm trying my hardest to get back into drawing, and ugh.. My life is about as put together as a Nature Valley Granola Bar. It really is difficult that I had seem to forgot one of my passions, drawing. I absolutely want to build myself up again. I hate leaving behind all these characters, personalities, and people that have come into my life since I was about 12 or 13. There really is multiple reasons why I have delayed my so called "return" so many times. That is: School, lack of resources, and overall no idea.
As many of you guys, I am still in high school. Sophomore year, has claimed my life, but thankfully I'm finished. I struggled a lot this year to keep focus with a lot of subjects (just chemistry.. lol.) Not to mention; I took AP classes (Junior year and Senior year are going to be half AP too), quit orchestra at my school (still do solo recitals.. chill), and I am so dedicated to Speech and Debate (2017 Class Representative and Interp Captain. Tryna go to Nats next year.) Lets not forget the other dreaded thing.. sports. Joining Cross Country and Swim (hopefully) next year. Or this year. Junior year.. Actually a year.
LETS TALK ABOUT LACK OF RESOURCES. MY FAVORITE DRAWING PROGRAM OF ALL TIME (SAI) IS NOT COMPATIBLE WITH MAC. I PROGRAMMED MY TABLET INTO MY LAPTOP, AND IT WORKED. THE PHOTOSHOP THAT I WAITED 4 DAMN YEARS TO INSTALL, ENDED UP NOT BEING COMPATIBLE EITHER. SO, I'm just going to have to save up money to buy one.
My overall no ideas.. I have not had any inspiration lately, due to the fact that I looked a reality too much now a days.. I need escape. I miss dA, I miss drawing, I miss my babies, I miss you guys.